My dearest, I have heard the news and I was terribly worried about you. I did not have any idea of your state until I received the e-mail from a friend telling that you were arrested and that you were already released. Knowing about you this way, I got the memory of the flavour of your mouth in mine, the perfect way that our lips got together in that night so long ago. I was blessed by the Goddess of Love and, yet, refused the beautiful present she gave me. You were there, full of desire and I was afraid of all the consequences it may happen. I knew each word we would say to each other, each thing we would do and I went on with the plot. Why I still have this taste in my mouth? It was so damn disturbing that I disturbed you after and so long that I regret greatly. I am still thankfull for your kindness to even keep in touch in all my terrible non-sense. I wish I could act different. Now, I know I could have done things in other ways. I hope you can forgive me some day and secretly wish that we could be friends, my dear. I cherish you so badly that I pray for you whenever you cross in my mind. Can you believe that I was mad that I did not know about you before? I was overwhelmed, for a change, with my tiny problems with relationships... I could have used my prayers to keep you in a safe state. Well, hope it is not to late to send you those energies of peace and tranquility. For now on, I will pay more attention and as you deal with danger almost every day, I will keep you in mind.
Best everything,
Yours,
C
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