Agape mou,

I think I overreacted with the news that you would be coming nearby. I feel like a child in a Christmas Eve. I am so sorry to be so anxious but I am feeling so happy that I can even see you. I would not mind if it is for a brief moment of tiny little seconds. For sure, I would like some private talk to know how you are. I imagine just taking to the coffee shop and taking you back to the hotel. Sometimes, I even think that I went crazy with the words and misunderstood all and that I am crazy to think that you sent me those words in the meaning to meet me. Is that possible? Is that real? It is not that I have this deep love for you, it is just I have this feeling, which was totally trapped for so long and could not come outside and, now, all and anything is possible with you. I imagine that you will be busy with your work and the press that I will be just a tiny little part of your trip around.
There is all this possibilities pumping my brain, the doubts, the anxiety before the meeting or the possibility to even listen to your voice again even over the phone. I am thankful for the fact that we are still in july and I have time to prepare myself to meet you, to put my feet back on the ground again. Nothing might happen and you will still be in my heart as always you have being just for the fact you treated me with dignity and responsability. You said what you had to say and you do not believe that women are weak as much macho men believe. I thank you for believing in this strenght that we had as women. For that, I admire you even more than I did ever. Your way to be in the world teachs me a new way to be in the world. I am really sorry to react in such in an excited way but... as I said it is like a child crazy to open presents in the Christmas Eve.

Best,
Love,
Xxxxs,
C